Fire and Rain

I'm not good at this. It's probably the one thing that will end up screwing me over, always. I have only myself to blame. I hate it. But I am so thankful for you. How am I at a loss for words? How did I learn that I shouldn't need anyone? "A failure." Stamped backwards on my forehead, so I can read it clearly in the mirror. It's getting to be that time again...

My mom told me one of the best things today. It's going to take a little bit of time to sink in because I wasn't expecting it at all and it hit me like a rock. Well, maybe I should say it hit me like a rain drop because it definitely didn't hurt and was something I have entertained the idea of but never had the guts to either bring it up, or look into it more for myself... As always, I'm going to have to process it for myself and get it all figured out before I can progress any further. I almost said, "before I can give myself false hope" but you know what, any kind of hope is exactly what I need these days.

But I need some sleep. And to have myself a long chat with God about today.

"I heard you would come around, trying to get off the ground, every road you went down." ~Mat Kearney, Fire and Rain

Billionaire

Aahh back to the grind. Today was actually a pretty painless day. This morning I went to the DLD to renew my license and it went smoothly. I dunno why the DLD gets such a bad rap... everytime I've had to go in, it's taken me less than 45 minutes from start to finish! Guess I'm just a lucky girl. :) Meant to spend a lot of time studying for my exam (that was tonight) this afternoon and it simply didn't happen... I couldn't concentrate and am hooked on some new music and couldn't resist the random dance party I had with myself... haha So I thought I'd just study at work, but today I got handed three separate projects - which is awesome, don't get me wrong! - but that left no time to study. I decided (was forced?) to just wing the exam and you know what? Thank goodness I didn't spend any time studying! It was easy breezy.

Guy dilemma/rant time. There's this guy who I have a little bit of a history with who is in love with me. Yep. (Why? Beats the shit outta me.) But anyways... I'm definitely not into him at all - haven't been for over a YEAR. And somehow, he will not take a hint. Not only will he not take a hint, he doesn't get it when I tell him every other month, "I'M NOT INTERESTED" and have somehow, not had time for him in over a year. A whole year! I've been "busy" for a WHOLE year. And yet, he still texts me these love confessions every week! Um, hellooooo, I'm not your girlfriend! Stop it! Uuugghh. End rant.

I feel like there was something else that I wanted to say... oh well I guess it wasn't important enough.

"Oh everytime I close my eyes, I see my name in shining lights, a different city every night oh I swear, the world better prepare for when I'm a billionaire." ~Travie McCoy (feat. Bruno Mars), Billionaire

Rude Boy

Apparently after last weekend I was completely basketballed out... I didn't end up watching a single game this weekend! Bummed that my bracket is completely finished with the UK loss, but at the same time, kind of excited for Butler and Michigan State! Not that I don't like Duke or anything, but I think it'd be sweet to see no first-seed teams in the championship.

Today has been a simply gorgeous day outside! And the exciting thing is - tomorrow it's supposed to be significantly NICER. How that's even plausable, I don't even know - - but I'm sure psyched! Going to have to break out the skirt... yeaaah. :D

Goal was to run 9 miles today. Well, I got to 8.5 miles and realized that I could probably power walk faster than I was "running." haha So I walked the last half a mile, but was still pretty proud of myself. The great news is that my legs are feeling great! Definitely going to be hurting tomorrow, but shins and knees are feeling just dandy! Maybe a tad bothered... but nothing even close to how I thought I'd feel after mile 7. Things are looking up!

I do not want spring break to be over... having school off has been soooo incredibly nice! Tomorrow is going to be rough. Now that I officially have spring fever so very bad, it's definitely going to be hard to sit still for awhile. But I'm glad that the end of this semester is not too far away! Definitely looking forward to summer. And - to be honest - this week is going to be hell, so I pray and wish that it just whizzes by! Really looking forward to next weekend!! :)

"Baby, if I don't feel it, I ain't faking, no no." ~Rihanna, Rude Boy
(Confession: This song is hella dirty.... but I freakin' LOVE it. haha)

Hey Jealousy

Got my whole outfit put together for Easter Sunday/my birthday last night!! Very exciting, one week away!! Woot woot :D

At work today... got more homework done in the past 2 hours than I have all week. Go me!

My MM bracket is just about dead. The only one I've got left in my Final Four is UK and I've also got them as the champs, so hopefully they can pull through. Otherwise, like I read on textsfromlastnight.com and couldn't have said it better myself, "My bracket is officially just a list of teams that lost." haha It's been a very exciting and incredibly insane season. Looking forward to tonight's games though!

"The past is gone but something might be found, to take its place." ~Gin Blossoms, Hey Jealousy

A Little Less Conversation

For some reason I thought I hadn't posted on my blog yesterday! It was a nice little surprise to see that I actually had, and I tad disappointing to realize that I didn't remember... haha

On Private Practice last night Dell was complaining to Charlotte about how his life is at a stand still - that he's simply treading water. She cut him off to offer some "free advice" that was "do something different. Just don't complain to me about it." There was more to her advice, but that was the gist, and final line. And you know what, she's absolutely right! I need to stop settling for treading and SWIM. Do something different, take control, own up to my actions. Just CHANGE something.

Really don't want spring break to be over! This break has been so so nice. The weather here in has been utter shit though... It just makes me that much more excited for summer so I can do more hiking and such. Going to try to see about some kind of outdoor rec group here at the University - that isn't so hard core - so I can make friends that like to do that kind of stuff and meet more people and get out in the wilderness!! I'm also thinking that a hike up Mt. Olympus is definitely in line again this year. I'm feeling in shape again so I think it will be doable! Aaahh I just want it to be warm and stay warm! This teasing that Mother Nature is doing is not cool... Lol

"A little less conversation, a little more action please." ~Elvis, A Little Less Conversation

What and What Not

Got some good news!! Looking like I'm not going to have to look for a second job this summer, but instead I'll be able to get very, very close to full time where I work!! It's not completely set in stone yet, there's one guy who happens to be out up at the HR office who has to give his okay, but so far, so good! Keep your fingers crossed for me! :)

Weather is shit today. Windy, cloudy, chilly.... no good! I've got to go running when I get off work (what else is new?) and I wanted to go outside! Aw well.

Slept so incredibly good last night in my own comfy bed. Was out within about 30 seconds of hitting the pillow before 10:30 and woke up promptly at 6:55. Aahh it was wonderful. I slept in longer of course! It is spring break after all, and haven't gotten to sleep in yet, so it was great.

"Fate doesn't care about plans, you never knew life was a rubberband." ~Bayside, What and What Not

The Girls in Their Summer Dresses

Zion National Park was simply magnificent. It was so incredibly gorgeous and breathtaking - there's no way for me to describe it here that would even come close to how beautiful it actually is! We hiked Angel's Landing (but not the last half a mile because it's basically on the edge of rock with a chain that you can hold onto - so I guess you could say that we hiked to Scout's Lookout), Emerald Pools, Temple of Sinawava, East Rim, and the Canyon Overlook (that's just after the tunnel on the Zion-Mt. Carmel Highway). We biked from where we stayed in southern part of Springdale along the river to the Canyon Jucntion and around. It was really nice! We had a really good time. Also, figured out that Switchback Jack's Sports Grill has the BEST house fries EVER. Seriously, ever. Made it back today with time to stop by IKEA. My parent's had never been before and wanted to know what all the hype was about. Also, they are in the process of remodeling their kitchen and still have to decide on a few fixtures, so they wanted to go see if they could get any more ideas. It was a great start to Spring Break, so so nice to get to spend that time with my parents! I really miss them and am always just so happy and so in the moment when I'm with them. It's great. :)

Got to get back on working more on my health and nutrition and weight loss. Not that I haven't been healthy or anything like that, I just need to get my head back in the game because this isn't just where I want to settle. I do have a goal in mind and I intend to hit that goal. It was nice to chat with my mom about that these past few days to get in my head what I need to be doing and have her support and understanding. I wonder if I should consider getting back on WW or just try to pull D along with me so we can really support each other to reach our goals.

I've got three exams next week after Spring Break and haven't started studying for a single one of them... not that I'm too worried or anything - I already have the exam questions for two of the exams - I just need to sit down and map them out very ahead of time this time so I can feel really prepared and maybe actually even go in and chat with my History professor.

Looking forward to weekend numero dos of March Madness!!! Hopefully the last three of my picks for Final Four can push through and not disappoint! Gonna be some really awesome games.

"If you asked me? Yes, I'd like to dance." ~Airborne Toxic Event, The Girls in Their Summer Dresses

Breakaway

I read in my Psychology Today that "happiness isn't a moment-by-moment experience; the deepest, most endurancing form of happiness is the result of sustained emotional investments in other people." When I think about it, it's exactly true. I am at my absolute happiest when I'm with the people I have invested in - no matter what we're doing. It also made me realize that I don't make a lot of emotional investments anymore. Maybe that's something I could work on... Using my time to be more open to people. My mag also says the "happiness is about holding onto your values, deciding who you are and being that person, using your particular talents, and investing in others." Deciding who I am. Not necessarily figuring out, but making the decision for myself, about myself. I like it. :)

Alright, so after I posted this on here, I finished reading that magazine and passed it on to my mom - as always. So we're in the car driving back and she's goes, "oh listen to this...." and reads the exact two excerpts that I have posted here. haha Very, very interesting! Great minds must think alike.

"I'll spread my wings and I'll learn to fly, I'll do what it takes til I touch the sky." ~Kelly Clarkston, Breakaway

Do You Know Who I Think I Am?

My bad for not writing yesterday. Was feeling horrible all day long, ended up going to bed at about 7 pm. But I'm feeling better today! Not 100% yet, but better. Except for the fact that I think I kind of f*cked up my right knee running yesterday... feels really weird and uncomfortable today. Was hoping to run 8 miles today, but I passed. If I'd had gone then tomorrow would have been a disaster and I need to be in good shape for my Spring Break in Zions!

March Madness is making me crazy. At this point, my bracket is absolutely trashed... all these upsets this year are incredible!! I love it. :) Seen a lot of great games so far - today I was most hurt by the Villanova loss and most frustrated with the UNM loss. Aw well. Thankfully I didn't have Kansas in my Final Four, so that wasn't too rough for me.

Hung out with S today, we did our usual RoCo run. God, I love him. Hadn't seen him in awhile so it was really good to sit and chat! I really ought to try and make an effort to see him more often cause it's always so, so great to be with him.

Craving a cigar hard core right now... man I'd just love to sit out on my porch and smoke that sucker. However, I still haven't been to a smoke shop to get cigars. haha I never think of it until I'm craving them and by this time of night they are surely all closed. Plus, I would need to take someone with me because I'm no cigar expert - yet. ;)

Aight, well like I mentioned before, I'm headed to Zion for a few days for Spring Break with my folks. Never been before, so I'm really looking forward to it! Taking my computer with me, but just in case I'm MIA for a few, that's why. And I promise I'll be back!

"Penny for your thoughts but a dollar for your insight, or a fortune for your disaster." ~Fall Out Boy, Do You Know Who I Think I Am?

Unwinding Cable Car

Read this on Sujal's blog and thought it was just great - so I kind of stole it... Sorry Sujal!! But thanks!! :)


"But it's the choices that make us who we are, go your own way, even seasons have changed." ~Anberlin, Unwinding Cable Car

Like a Prayer

Alright. First day of March Madness and I am 9/16. Not too bad, but a few surprises for me - Notre Dame and Georgetown were the ones that definitely hurt the most. I never saw UNLV or Marquette's losses coming and I simply hoped BYU would lose. haha But other than that, Villanova was a hella stressful game because I have those guys in my Final Four. All the games were excellent though, I have no complaints!! Oh, the Murray State upset was a bummer as far as my bracket was concerned, but WOW was it a great game, great last shot... I'm proud of those guys. Tomorrow will be an eventful day! Hopefully the rest of my picks were solid.

As far as myself today - I am so burned out and have spring fever so bad. It just needs to be spring break already... and it's so close I can taste it! Went to class and literally just stared at the walls. I couldn't tell you how I made it through that hour and half, nor a single thing we talked about. Also, I was dead tired and skipped my run for a three-hour long nap. Shame on me. I dunno what the hell is up with my motivationlessness today, but it has been the biggest pain in the ass.

Oh, and I just have to get this out. This is just something that I wanted to say to someone today but couldn't: You are the one who wanted it to happen and YOU are the one who's making it awkward. Cut it out, it wasn't a big a deal. But if you are having issues then you need to talk to me about it so we can figure something out... otherwise people are going to know something's up.

"I close my eyes, oh God I think I'm falling, out of the sky, I close my eyes, heaven help me." ~Madonna, Like a Prayer

One Day

Happy St. Patty's Day! In my family we always treated holidays and special occasions (like a wedding or a birthday) as special and exempt from the Lenten season... so that means that I can eat sweets today, if I so desire!! :D I just might have to help myself to some mint chocolate chip ice cream.

This morning I accidentally slept through spin class. Bummer. Had to take one of my hard core prescription painkillers to ease the pain instead of just spinning it out... Not exactly great that I missed that class.

Weather is gorgeous today! It was yesterday as well! I went running at Liberty and there were so many cute kiddos and dogs! I accidentally made a little guy run into me on his bike and crash though... I was "merging" to pass these 2 people and their dogs on the sidewalk and it was the one time I didn't glance behind me - stepped right into the path of this little boy on his bike. It was such perfect timing that his little tire hit the back of my ankle and he fell over. I felt so bad!! But he just popped right back up and his dad told me not to worry. He was adorable though. His bike had to only stand about 30 inches high! So he'd pump his little legs and speed right by me and then stop and wait for his dad and sister and I'd pass him, but then about 2 minutes later he'd charge passed me again. It was adorable! Fastest mile of my life watching him. Oh and I knew he was alright after his fall because one time when his dad called him he turned his head, lost his balance, fell right over, and then popped back up again like nothing happened.

After I got home I celebrated with Four+'s HIVE that was simply amazing. Perfect end to a glorious day. :)

"Then I pray, don't take me soon, cause I'm here for a reason." ~Matisyahu, One Day

Closer to Love

Last night was exactly what I needed. The perfect release of energy that I had been needing for a long time. Not only was it completely stress free, easy, and fun - it was also damn good. :)

Today is a simply gorgeous day! I thought that it would be nice enough to wear a skirt, so I wore one to class this morning... yep, definitely still pretty chilly. haha I practically ran home to change into pants! Though, it was still only 10:30 and was already noticeably warmer a half an hour later, I think pants was the better decision.

Tired today... wish I had time for a nap or something. (But aw well, that's my own fault for staying up that late last night and Lord knows it was totally worth it.) Excited to go running outside in this pretty weather! I all of a sudden can't remember if I've got to run 4.5 or 5 miles today... hmm. I am actually kind of nervous about my stupid legs... so I'm going to load up a little more on the pain killer and - later - ice.

I wish that I had something intelligent to share today about anything, but I'm simply at a loss for words. And actually, a loss for thoughts. The sleepies just hit me big time, so I am dragging. It also doesn't help that I'm stuck at work.

"And don't apologize, for all the tears you've cried, you've been way too strong now, for all your life." ~Mat Kearney, Closer to Love

Tick of Time

I have to give a presentation tonight in class at about 7 o'clock... well it's 5:30 and I'm already nervous as hell. F*ck.

"So I'll go, yes I'll go, so I'll take that train, and ride." ~The Kooks, Tick of Time

In My Head

MARCH MADNESS!!!!! I picked Kentucky to win it all... can't even wait for the games to begin! :)

Today has been an interesting day. I got up late and laid in bed for a long time. Just laid there. Me and my thoughts. I rarely if ever lay there just to lay there. Usually I try to go back to sleep or read a magazine or watch tv or listen to some tunes - something. But not this morning. Also, usually once I get up, I'm pissed that I wasted that much time not being up and about. But not this morning. I actually enjoyed it! Then I went to the gym to run my 7 miles. It was a f*cking disaster. I am so incredibly pissed at my legs. My shin splints fired way the hell up at mile 4 - which never happens - and I had to walk 2 miles. Which, yes, is only 6 miles total, not 7... I kept trying to walk a little and then hopefully start running again, but nope, my legs would not have it. It's really getting me really frustrated because at this point I can't afford to reduce my mileage or take time off. It's angering.

My roommate and I are beginning the official search for our new place to move into in May. We cannot wait to get the f*ck out of this living situation we're in because it's just miserable. We can't stand to be here, we can't stand our other roommates... we're so ready to go. So that's exciting!

Craving pizza and ice cream right now... Dumb. haha

"Just leave with me now, say the word and we'll go." ~Jason Derulo, In My Head

Heartless

I wonder why I walk around this life so aimlessly. Actually, I suppose it's not "aimless" so much as it's pressured. Pressured to live up to who society pegs me to be. Pressured to follow a prescribed series of life events. Pressured to know what I'm supposed to be, to know what I'm supposed to be doing. Even though I know I think life doesn't intend to be that way, "pressured" sums up my existence on this earth. Unfortunately, as this pressure continues to increase, I can feel that soon there is going to be some sort of huge explosion... Now - though I try my very best to relieve the pressure to deter any explosion - a girl can only run so many miles, can only bitch so much via her lame blog, can only maintain face for so long. This inevitable explosion is going to be different than the rest. Past explosions are not forgotten. Not taken lightly. But I promised I wouldn't go there again... I don't want to go there again. Nope. This time around, I am happy. Pressured. Seemingly aimless. A waste. Future less. But happy. I am not sure how that can even happen... but the pressure is continuing to build and it's overwhelming. So what happens next?

"You got a new friend, I got homies, but in the end it's still so lonely." ~Kanye West, Heartless

I'm Yours

Was watching tv tonight and they said, "for dreams to come true you must believe in yourself." Well I guess that means my dreams aren't going to come true because I do not believe in myself. But you know what, I really don't even have dreams anymore so I guess it doesn't even matter.

"I fell right through the cracks, and now I'm trying to get back." ~Jason Mraz, I'm Yours

Full Moon

Simply gorgeous day today! Warm, sunny weather. Friday. Frolicked and slept in. Ironed my laundry (which, btw, I've decided that I love to iron clothes). Gotta love it! :)

Alright, so I apologize in advance because I know I complain about my stupid shin splints way too God damn much - but they hurt like hell today. Though my 4.5 miles were awesome yesterday, my legs are not having it. They are not happy that that my mileage went from zero last week to, so far, 9 this week. AND I've got to run 7 more miles tomorrow...

Here are some random, out of context thoughts that have been flooding my mind... I don't think I necessarily need any answers, I've just got to get them out: 1- I want to go hiking really badly. 2- Am I supposed to make the next move? 3- I'm trying to see one, but I just can't and wish this could be over so I don't let anyone else down. 4- What the f*ck am I going to do about this summer? 5- I wish I wasn't such a bad influence on both of our goals. 6- Why can't May come any faster? 7- Please just stop. 8- I'm not that girl. 9- I miss you.

Lastly, only on Lenten Fridays I craaaave a cheeseburger like none other. Weird. And annoying! haha I never crave cheeseburgers! Aw well.

"But I don't know where I am, and I don't trust who I've been, and if I come home how will I ever leave?" ~Black Ghosts, Full Moon

Wishing Well

Was fortunate enough to get to take a power nap this afternoon! It was dreamy. But today has really seemed like a long ass day and unfortunately, it's still not even close to being over. I've got class in about half an hour - though I get to give my presentation and I'm actually really excited for it! My group and I decided to create a trivia game and it should be pretty sweet.

Well.... I guess not much to say today. Maybe I'll have some sort of epiphany in class that I can write about later tonight. :) Guess we shall see!

"And you just wanna feel like a coin that's been tossed in a wishing well..." ~The Airborne Toxic Event, Wishing Well

Love It All

Today, I "stole" one of the manager's drinks when he turned his back in the break room and it took him a solid 17 minutes to realize that it was missing. Awesome. And sooooo funny when he found out it was me!

Have been in an unusually great mood today, all things considering. Maybe it's because it's a nice rainy day today and I just love that! I would really love to take a nap here in a bit, but it's too bad that I won't have time for that. Guess I'll just have to really enjoy my bed when I get in it tonight!

I should probably go to the grocery store tonight, while I'm thinking about it. I don't have much food at home and need to get back on track with my eating properly... These past few weeks have literally been a joke and it's definitely had its consequences. So I've got to make a good list, eat before I go shopping, and get this show back on the road.

"No need for excuses, no pressures on my mind." ~The Kooks, Love It All

Smoke and Mirrors

Oscars last night were awesome. D and I called just about everything - the only surprise for us was Jeff Bridges. But from what I hear, it was well deserved. Now I want to see his movie, Up In The Air, and The Hurt Locker. OH! And for some absurd reason, I want to see The Lovely Bones too... But I'm still a little unsure. I thought for a second that I wanted to see District 9, but my brother informed me that I probably wouldn't like it - which was my original decision about the movie. haha

Today went by in a flash and I honestly couldn't tell you how. Maybe because I did absolutely nothing yesterday - including skipping my 7 mile run - and was so productive today. However, as weird as it is, I'm not tired at all. Was up at 6 am, went spinning, didn't have time for a power nap... and still going strong. It's kind of crazy actually. Oh and on top of it, I dunno what to do with myself. Yeah.

"Gonna break out of this place we're in, running out of time and out of sin." ~Lifehouse, Smoke and Mirrors

Hello Seattle

Just heard the song Hello Seattle by Owl City for the first time ever.... So good!!

"I am the crescent moon, shining down on your face. I will disguise myself as a sleeping pill, and descent inside of you." ~Owl City, Hello Seattle

Perfect Situation

Listening to Pandora for the first time in awhile - The Hush Sound radio... forgot how freakin' awesome it is. :) At work today for a wonderful ten hours. Had to be here at 6:30 this morning. I was a complete dumbass and went to bed at 2am last night, so getting up was simply horriiiiiiible. I do not know what I was thinking. But oh well, I had a good time with my friends and "that one guy" so I really ought not complain.

So some people found about myself and a particular someone last night who obviously had absolutely no idea. Totally going to get the third degree today and I've been told just to plead the fifth. haha We'll see how that goes.

"What's the deal with my brain? Why am I so obviously insane?" ~Weezer, Perfect Situation

Resurrect Me

For the first Friday in as long as I can remember, I woke up in a fantastic mood! And for no reason at all! AND this day just keeps getting better and better - despite the fact that it snowed about 4 inches. Ah. TGIF :)

Met with the professor I'm helping write a grant proposal for today! Seems incredibly interesting, I'm really excited to be working for her and with her to get some research experience under my belt. I'm going to be pretty academically busy here for the next month or so, but after that it should be smooth sailing.

Well, that's about all I have to say for now. Oh! So I realized that since D has been in Chicago all week, I've had no one to talk to after about the 5 o'clock hour which - in turn - has made me very very chatty the following day, since I have a talking quota to make. haha It's actually quite funny when I think about it. Also, I need to research personality disorders...

Happy Friday!

"Father time, steals our days, like a thief." ~Jon Foreman, Resurrect Me

Everything

If one word could sum up my day today: smitten. Yeah. :)

"How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?" ~Lifehouse, Everything

Mercy

I often think about that day. The pain I would have caused. The selfishness. I fall into that hole more often than I care to admit. It's an unfortunate pit of a hole that consumes me. Literally taking me for all I'm worth - which on particular days, is close to nothing. Pitiful, worthless me. 2 years ago today, it was going to be the last horrible day. It was enough. There was no reason for me. Thankfully, by the grace of God, here I am. Today, on March 4th, 2010 I'm happy. I'm present. I'm alive.

Today has been a glorious day!! It rained today - my absolute favorite :D I was scheduled to run 4 miles though... and let me just be honest. It's not gonna happen. haha I've got a lot of stuff to take care of today and though I could definitely fit it in, I just don't wanna. Maybe it'll come back to bite me in the ass, but I doubt it. I'm in good enough shape that I can get my long weekend run done on the fly. It's chill. Going out for Pie tonight! It's C's birthday and that's where she wants to celebrate! Which is just awesome, cause I just loooooove pizza. Also, I'm missing D. Can't wait for her to be back home from Chicago.

"Why won't you release me? I said release me." ~Duffy, Mercy

Bittersweet Symphony

MUSS registration is no bueno. This is just f*cking ridiculous already... And I've wasted my afternoon! No longer in a good mood.

"Trying to make ends meet, you're a slave to money then you die." ~The Verve, Bittersweet Symphony

American Pie

Signing up for the MUSS today... I am poised, ready and watching the countdown til it opens!

Lifehouse's new album is AMAZING. Have been listening to it over and over since yesterday and it's really really good. So far, my personal favorites have been Smoke and Mirrors, All In, It Is What It Is, and Don't Wake Me When It's Over. I also loooove their in-studio version of Everything. That song is just great to begin with, but this version is to die for. Man, I just love Lifehouse. :)

My ass is sore as hell today. haha That might be TMI, but whatev.

Happy Hump Day! :D

"Can music save your mortal soul and can you teach me how to dance real slow?" ~Don McLean, American Pie

It Is What It Is

Lifehouse's new album Smoke & Mirrors came out today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Soooooooooooo excited :D

"I guess it is what it is, here it comes ready or not." ~Lifehouse, It Is What It Is

Hello March :)

It's going to be a good day today. No, you know what, it's going to be a good f*cking month! Today couldn't have been a better March 1st. It's absolutely gorgeous out! Happy March everyone :)

Also, cough meds work like a charm. 24 hours later, so far so good! Got a full night's sleep last night... aahh it was wonderful. Alright, well this is pretty short, but I gtg take care of some shit for class tonight that I failed to do allllll weekend haha Maybe more later! :)