Torn

My, how the tides have turned. Last night I was so incredibly hot in my bedroom, I was afraid I was going to melt away. Today, it is so cold at work, my fingernails are blue. And yet, the weather outside is perfect! Clearly it's a sign that I need to be spending my time outside.

Lots of moving planned for today! Talked to my folks last night and they are bringing all of my furniture this weekend! I know that I've been saying it a lot recently, but I just can't wait until we're in our place. Life will be so much better then.

Okay, it's time for me to file some grievances... Well I guess they are not all exactly grievances, but just a collection of random thoughts for the day that I would like to "air out:" 1- Your hair looks weird like that. 2- What exactly does it take for me to get bumped up? 3- I hate to be in the middle of it, but I know it means we're back to normal and I definitely appreciate that. 4- I know it's my fault our relationship suffers. I apologize that this situation had to affect that, otherwise I think we could have been good friends. 5- You wanna say that a little louder? I don't think they heard you down in Provo. 6- Yeah, you're right. But you should know that I'm not the gossiping type when it comes to this shit. It's unprofessional and that's not me. 7- Please stop looking at me like that. And I know you're trying to help, I get that, but your invested interest in me is a little sketch. 8- It's really hard to sit still when the song Macarena comes on the radio. 9- I'm really nervous to be working with actual customers. I'm so out of practice. 10- I wish I could tell you that your immaturity is going to screw you over in the long run.

"I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel, I'm cold and I am shamed, lying naked on the floor, illusion never changed into something real." ~Natalie Imbruglia, Torn