Stronger

Ooohhhmygaawd I am such a bitch. I really need to get a grip and CUT IT OUT. Actually, I'm so incredibly pissed at myself - for not being myself... if that makes any sense at all. I do not know where my mind has been, or why I keep thinking it's okay, or why the hell I think that my opinion is the sole, correct opinion. Like, seriously?! What the f*ck is that?! Who died and made me queen of the world? I dunno, but I definitely do not want that job. It's ME who is making this difficult, and it's ME who needs to change, and it's ME who needs a reality check. Cause if I f*ck this up, then my life will not only be hell on earth, but will just be a repeat of last year, and I DO NOT need that again. WAKE THE F*CK UP, AMANDA.

"There's a thousand of yous, there's only one of me, I'm trippin', I'm caught up in the moment, right?" ~Kanye West, Stronger