Smitten

So I think I'm kind of twitterpated....

Size of Russia

I still have the headache from last night. The size of freakin' Russia. Uuugh and the thing is, I don't know why! I'm not dehydrated, I'm not malnourished, I've gotten a pretty sufficient amount of sleep this week... I dunno what the hell is up.

Also, after some research I can't decide if I've got a shin splint or a stress fracture... but it is one of the two. I just need to schedule an appt already. Gosh. I keep telling myself that this can't be happening... cause it seriously can't be happening!

I just want to go to bed.

Looong Night

I'm still wide awake, I've got a headache the size of Russia, my leg (where I think I've got that stress fracture) is throbbing, my stomach is upset, I'm restless, my lips are chapped, and my alarm goes off in less than 6 hours... It's gonna be a long night.

WEDNESDAY

Is it seriously only Wednesday? Geez these last few weeks have been going by so incredibly slow... I guess it's kinda nice, but on days like today it's like, "seriously?!"

Good news! Met with my favorite professor about getting some research experience under my belt and getting mentored by her for - *fingers crossed* - grad school and she agreed!! So now that I'm realizing that graduation is actually coming sooner than I expected it, I need to start being more proactive and competetive about my college career and kick it into gear. Lots of work and research to come, but hopefully it will all pay off in due time. Which reminds me, I need to meet with my advisor about taking the GRE... hmm... No more f*cking around!

Bad news! I think I have a stress fracture in my right tibia. Yeah. It does suck, I know. It's been bugging me for the past 2 weeks and has not gotten better. BUT since it was just yesterday that it dawned me to do some research about it, I read how I can help it so I think I'm going to try that for a little bit before making a doctor's appt. Which maybe actually isn't a good idea, but I suppose I don't want to admit to myself that my leg is screwed and this half-marathon training is going to have to wait for awhile.... caaaause honestly, it can't wait for awhile. Damn. So pretty much, I'm hoping that gets fixed magically.

Yesterday I had to do some light grocery shopping and decided to get a rotisserie chicken to have for dinner last night and pretty much for meals the rest of week. Best decision ever. Not only is it delicious, but it's cheap and will go a long ways AND I'll get a suffient amount of protein! It's all good. Definitely going to have to plan that into my meals, cause it was pretty brilliant, if I do say so myself :)

Cha-ching.

I just remembered how to send posts from my phone! So I had to try it out to make sure I've got it down. More random thoughts to come! :)

Downfall

So I have figured out that my greatest weight loss weakness is pizza. Not donuts or chips or pre-packaged products, but PIZZA. Ah man, I love pizza, crave it 24/7. Damn it!

TGIFebruary

Okay, so "TGIFebruary" wasn't my idea - - I saw it on someone's facebook status today and thought to myself, "Amen" and figured it was a good title for today's blog.

I decided I ought to write on here more often. Mainly because it makes me feel better when I do, getting my thoughts/frustrations out in, I guess you could say, a postive way. Today was pretty sweet. Loooong as hell, but really can't complain. Oh, except for that I can't believe I'm not in bed yet... haha

Dunno what's up with me these past few days, been in kind of an emotional slump - but making sure I come off as "okay" or even "good," which I've been good at portraying the past few years. It just comes easily anymore. What the f*ck am I doing with my life? Nothing. Once, yet again, it's all a f*cking waste... A failure.

Thank God it's February. Mainly cause I'm over winter and glad that time is flying. But at the same time... Oh my God, it's February. Again. F*ck.

"I just got lost, and slept right through the dawn, and the world spins madly on..." ~The Weepies

RUNNIN' IT.

No suggestions needed.... I'M RUNNIN' IT! :D

Half-Marathon?

Alright, so I'm trying to figure out whether or not I ought to train for the SLC Half-Marathon coming up in mid-April... I know that if I put my mind to it, I can do AND my school schedule is looking pretty awesome this semester to where I'm positive I can fit a training regime in just fine. Do I want to train for it...?? Aahh... I can't decide...

Any thoughts? Suggestions?? Please comment here, or lemme know what you think on Facebook! Thanks :)

Spring Semester

Okay, so day numero dos of this Spring '10 semester was just as awesome as yesterday! My classes are looking great so far - which is actually a problem because I signed up for 15 credit hours with the intent of dropping one class and at this point I have NO IDEA which one I should drop. I was talking to my mom yesterday and I'm planning on going all week and then deciding over the weekend what I'm going to do and I actually might just keep all 5 classes.... I just have to see if the course load for all 5 classes is going to be do-able. So we'll see!

Right now I'm at work for another hour and a half and I just wanna go home. I'm really exhausted from the start of the semester and I think I might be getting sick because my throat is hurting like a motherf-cker. Boo. I don't want to be sick! I just want some ice cream to ease the pain and attempt to numb my throat for at least a little while. So I might be getting some when I get home tonight, I'm still undecided.

So I have discovered that CHI straighteners (not cheese straighteners - which is what 3 of my friends on separate occasions over the past two days have thought I said) are MAGIC. ...aaaand basically now I have to get myself one. haha I was going to get one today, but I think I'm going to wait until payday... I suppose we'll see if I can hold out that long. Alrighty, later!