Monday, June 30, 2008

"It's like PB&J... Pam Beesley and Jim"

I completely forgot how much I LOVE The Office!!! Michael and Dwight are just too funny and Pam and Jim are so adorable! I just can't get enough and don't want to go to sleep cause I jsut want to keep watching The Office. Ew there's a bug on my carpet... I can see it crawl across the floor. But I must say, bugs don't really creep me out. Spiders, on the other hand, DO! Weird.

Today I made a customers day. I realized, it's really amazing that you can work an 8-hour shift and deal with bitches and coupon ladies and perverts etc. etc... but then there's one person who's day you make by doing nothing really special and in turn, it makes your day complete. All it takes is just that one customer, a total of three minutes of interaction, that makes up for all the other 8 hours worth of @$$holes. Today was a good day.

Well, I gotta get back to The Office!

Friday, June 27, 2008

Viva la Vida

So I decided I am going to live life to it's very fullest today!! I'm going to do things that I want to do, not things I think I'm expected to do! I'm listening to the song "Viva la Vida" by Coldplay and I love it! I dunno why, but it makes me feel motivated to do something with my life... Okay, guess I better get started!!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

SALT LAKE!!!!!! :)

I'm finally, finally back in Salt Lake and I LOVE it!!!! I am so very excited to be back down here and working and going to school and hanging out with Allison! Life is so, so great... I have high hopes that one of the jobs I am wishing to get will fall into place perfectly. We'll have to see what happens, but I pray to God that it will work out. THANK GOD I'M IN SALT LAKE WITH ALLISON!!! Life can't get much better than this :)

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Waiting - - for what??

Oh and by the way... haven't started to post things on my vision board... WHAT THE HELL AM I WAITING FOR!! Damn... things sure as hell aren't going to post themselves... Get your act together girlie!! Okay, I promise myself that I will work on my vision board tomorrow and have at least THREE things posted by the time I go to bed. Deal? Deal.

Weird timing...

Life sure is weird... Today two guys that I have a history with who I haven't seen for over a year both walked into my life today! Who'da-thunk-it?!? I kinda have mixed feelings though cause both of them wanted me to do things that I didn't feel comfortable doing... So I'm thinking they're both happend to come across me and are wanting more... Hmmm I don't really know what to do cause I'd like to "have fun" this summer, but I worry what I'm getting myself into. Argh why do I have to live at home!? I wish I could just go out and do whatever the hell I want and not have to worry about my parents and what they think or abide by their rules! Suck. Aw well, I suppose I'll just have to sleep on it tonight and see how I feel in the morning

Saturday, June 14, 2008

The Vision Board

The other day I was watching Oprah with my mom and the show was about change and how your mindset, thoughts, and attitude can change your life for the better. They talked about how creating your own vision board can help you see what things (material and non-material)or emotions you want the most and how if things are meant to be, they will come to you n time. So I have decided to start my own vision board. There are so many things I want out of life, like good health, good grades, a sunny attitude, and easy forgiveness. There's also a couple material things that I think I'd like, but we'll see if it's truely what I desire. It's already a brand new day and I hope to not waste a second of it!

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Argh... Frustration!

Why does he have to be so difficult?? Every time I ask him how he is, I really am interested! I'm not trying to make small talk, I don't consider him as just an acquaintance... It's just so frustrating sometimes because he does this every time! And I try to explain every time, but he keeps insisting and, quite frankly, it pissed me off. I can see his side of the story, that I'm in love with this one guy and if I want him, he's all that matters. But it's not completely true! He matters too! He's my good friend and I worry about him... Argh I just don't know what to tell him anymore because it's always the same song and dance and it obviously isn't getting through. Why does he always have to continually bring up him? I want to talk to him about himself... I don't need to continue to hear about him, especially when I ask him to stop or deliberately change the subject. I'm getting to my wits end! HELP!

Monday, June 2, 2008

Energized!!

Wow, it's been awhile since my last post. I'm doing pretty good today... felt like just bumming around til I went on this amazing bike ride and now I'm all energized and full of endorphins! Yesterday I had a rough time at work and I don't really know why. I just felt really sad and wasn't in the mood to tend to peoples needs or anything. But the weird thing is, I dunno why I was sad... I was fine earlier that day and I wasn't mad at anyone. Nikki was really nice though and kept trying to make me laugh and smile. By the time my shift was over I was fine though. Maybe I'm getting more and more "Salt Lake sick." I really love Salt Lake and I wish I was there more everyday... Well it's a gorgeous day today! The weatherman keeps saying rain later this evening, but he's been saying that everyday since Saturday adn has been wrong. I'm getting excited to go on an actually vacation this summer! I haven't gone on vacation in summer since the summer before I was a junior in high school, so it's well deserved :) Later!